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| like seriously i dont want to cry anymore and im not cause im juss gonna slowly exclude myself from jaw because im already excluded im up to the point where i dont care anymore because even with jaw i feel all alone so im just gonna exclude myself from jaw and let it be because i have gotten to the point of no return so goodbye jaw maybe it can change to aj it sounds better than jaw because im done trying.. even wen i try i feel rejected but i noe aj would last forever that nice aj xD even if i leave im always there and ill always love you guys of all the memory and joy ive shared with you guys im happy that we were ever this close but i think im gonna call quits x]
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| maybe im gonna shifts hand have someone i can actually relate im gonna have someone else that truly knows how i feel for once and i know i wont be the punching bag or the person to blame because i know she is there for me
thank you x]
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| sometimes i wonder if its worth fighting for something thats isnt truly there
sometimes i think everything would be ok but when i say this am i lying to myself
sometimes i try to hard but its would just back fire
i really think to myself i shouldnt be a part of jaw anymore and just let it be ja it would be better without me in the picture anyway because im so tired of fighting that i cant fight anymore i tired of crying just because im tried
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| wow it took 5 dam min just for me to figure out how to post a new entry i might be annoying but guess wat its about my parents.. i might sound really messed up when i say this but my parents should seriously get a divorce i realy dont give a rats ass direct quote from my teacher. i mean im always in the middle of the argument and tats why i dont say anythin and even if i dont say anything they have to bitch at me. every time im like omg just get a divorce all they do they fight and fight some more or fight and get me involved.
my parents arent the only problems pssh maybe im turning emo again not i would never cut myself but its seems like friends closest friends are being really bitchy to me i mean it ok wen i noe ur kidding around but i dont even know if your kidding around anymore its like everytime they say something im like are u talking to me and its totally stupid.i was mean and they start being bitches i had a reason to mean why u gotta mean to me im not the only one here shit how are u gonna be mean to be wen im trying to stop you from spoiling your surprise and u blame me wen ur the one asking seriously one day i might just snap and it might be over. and i can feel that point coming very soon it feels like they dont even listen to me anymore or they just ignore me maybe this is true all my friends that im ever get close with would leave me maybe i should change because everyones leaving me or they get distance that we never talk again maybe just maybe this is the end because i such a messed up person that every time i find friends i get close to them and after that every thing is all over maybe everything is all my fault i should blame myself for everything
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| omg this site is so crapy and it's not like nobody comes and juss let u no i have crapy parents everything in my life is so fuking crapy crapy crapy i go through shit with everything omg crapy is like part of my life maybe i can make a song o no wait it might be crapy too omg ...... father, cousins, uncles-jerks, mother, aunt-big bytches, and god nos if i have friends god dam my life is juss hell. o yea if u visit den good 4 u! | | |
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